This oughtta sum up my mood.

Sep 26, 2005 21:16

It's been awhile since I've said anything. But what can I say that would spark your interest? I've turned into a lesbian, would that catch your attention?
Why not? I've come to the conclusion that why be with a guy? I know how guys think, why they do what they do, what they tell their friends, what they really want. I've yet to meet a guy that completely knocked me off my feet. Weither it be with spontaneousness, careness, compassion, mind-blowing sensual sex.
They've had their moments though. Bringing me flowers, dancing on the bridge, holding my hand when i least expect it, brushing the hair from my face...but it's only moments, moments that fade away and are never rekindled, but instead forgotten.
I'm a lady of desire. I desire a man who wants to be with me, wanting me in every way. Not only physical, not only wanting to fuck, but to hold me forever, to hold my hand proudly, to look me in the eyes and say, "Wow. You're amazing. I've never met anyone like you."
But I get stuck having fun with all the wrong ones while I wait for the right one, which is no skin off my back but it gets tiresome when you know all the guy wants is a tight, warm, wet place to "stick it" for the night. Fuck you.
Fuck you! Fuck you and your soft touch! Fuck you and your warm eyes! Fuck you and your words that make me light, that get me confused. Are you meaning them? Or are you just wanting a quickie? Fuck you and your look of concern, your need to have me safe! Fuck you and ways of bliss and romance! Fuck you and your flowers, chocolates and candies! Fuck you and your secrets! Fuck you and your quiet conversations on the phone! Fuck you and your lack of attention! Fuck you and your "space"! Fuck you and your I love you's! Fuck you and your coldness!
Fuck you and your WHORES!!
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