we're both such magnificent liars
yeaaa so i just want you all to know i'm not dead and there will be an lj entry with a ton of pics if i make it through this week: psych presentation, psych reaction paper, philosophy paper, english paper, spanish test, & spanish oral final exam. we'll see what happens.
i finally got my psych midterm today, freaking 90 and she writes on my paper "congrats, 2nd highest grade in the class" that just made me want to find the highest person and punch them in the face.
not gonna lie i'm pretty psyched about all my grades except philosophy. so far i got one grade cause the course was over like 2 weeks ago (library and technology)....a- not too shabby considering i thought at most i was gonna get a c.
i got to talk to sal on the phone the other night. that makes me sooo happy. he sounds different, his voice is like 10x deeper..its nuts! its like puberty part 2! haha. i miss him a lot not gonna lie. he was one of very few "true" friends. yea i have to rethink quite a few of my friendships, whether i want them or not or whether i want to be more than just friends hehe.
it seems like when i get into fights with friends its always over the same shit and we might be able to divert the attention away from it for a bit, but we can never avoid it completely. it sucks because its shit like that thats always in the back of my mind even when we;re having good times. i feel for some people im just not good enough and i might just be right...
but other friendships may turn into more hehe. i hung out with mike! and we saw harry potter high! and hes so nice! and i actually might like him! finally! but seriously hes one of the very few people that can make me forget my problems, even make me smile and make me feel good about myself. its good stuff let me tell you<3
so i need to get cracking on this work. lots of pics next time i promise!
i finally got my psych midterm today, freaking 90 and she writes on my paper "congrats, 2nd highest grade in the class" that just made me want to find the highest person and punch them in the face.
not gonna lie i'm pretty psyched about all my grades except philosophy. so far i got one grade cause the course was over like 2 weeks ago (library and technology)....a- not too shabby considering i thought at most i was gonna get a c.
i got to talk to sal on the phone the other night. that makes me sooo happy. he sounds different, his voice is like 10x deeper..its nuts! its like puberty part 2! haha. i miss him a lot not gonna lie. he was one of very few "true" friends. yea i have to rethink quite a few of my friendships, whether i want them or not or whether i want to be more than just friends hehe.
it seems like when i get into fights with friends its always over the same shit and we might be able to divert the attention away from it for a bit, but we can never avoid it completely. it sucks because its shit like that thats always in the back of my mind even when we;re having good times. i feel for some people im just not good enough and i might just be right...
but other friendships may turn into more hehe. i hung out with mike! and we saw harry potter high! and hes so nice! and i actually might like him! finally! but seriously hes one of the very few people that can make me forget my problems, even make me smile and make me feel good about myself. its good stuff let me tell you<3
so i need to get cracking on this work. lots of pics next time i promise!