Aug 20, 2005 11:43
so a lot of things are going to be changing and have already started changing. everyone is leaving for college and i have to honestly say i dont feel bad about staying home for college. i know it is the right choice for me right now. i know eventually i will dorm, maybe at hofstra or somewhere else because i think it is an experience that everyone should have even if its only for a semester. but right now i am really happy with my decision. i've had to make quite a few trips to hofstra and everytime i go there i get more and more excited. i love just going there and walking around or watching the jets <3
matt was the first to leave. didnt really get to say goodbye to him but im sure he'll be just fine.
scheno and lockel are gone too. scheno leaving was the start, and it was bittersweet. no one really cried or anything we just gave her her scrapbook and she signed yearbooks all night haha. but yea i think that was a good send off.
lockel leaving was a little different. the night she left it was me, amy, john, jorge, bryan, randazzo and piro all hanging out. we all had so many memories of her. the thing that made it a little more sad was that lockel dropped off b-gon and then came back to us and she was hysterical. i've never seen her cry before. so i did a little. idk im retarded,whenever i see someone else cry i cant help it, especially if its someone i care a lot about.
tomorrow kate, nick, and riica are leaving. ahh im gonna miss riica a whole lot. we've been hanging out so much lately and im glad we have :) i guess i'll miss seeeing chest too with his wise remarks haha. and kate, well i know you'll have a great time.
haha this whole thing is stupid cause i know i will be seeing most of you when you get back and it'll be like old times. its more of a see you later than a goodbye...