Hello
My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?
Lets see...
Today, I woke up at 5:30am to go to a new job. I have been ahving moral battles about going all this past week. If I took the job I would be screwing the guy over, since I am leaving for Australia in about 1-2 months...to live. The guy was under the impression that I would be working for him for the next 2-3 years. I don't like screwing people over, and he seemed like a decent guy. Though, when I got there, he saved me from having to tell him about my little issue, which I was going to tell him. It made me kinda angry though, that he had me come and didn't even know for sure if I could work for him yet. I was under the imperssion that was all figured out already. Apparently I have to be 21 to drive for them, but there are some cases they allow younger people to drive. He was trying to get me the clearance to drive, and apparently he couldn't. Isn't that something eh should have told me before I woke up at 5:30 in the morning to go there? But hey, I guess it leaves me in a position where I don't have to tell him I am moving in 1-2 months, eh?
Besides that, I came home, wrote a few poems, and sat around until 10am. Then I went back to sleep till 5pm. I mean, I don't have to work today until 7:30pm.
I actually had some decent dreams for once. Woohoo for SOMETHING making the day a little better. I dreamt of Antoine. <3 It made me happy.
When I woke up, I called Amy, and she said we can hang out tomorrow. For once. Then she told me, since this other job didn't work out, Steve and Barry's is hiring. She is teh ehad cashier there. I am not fond of cashiering, I have already had my days doing retail, and I am not a fan. I am a good salesperson, don't get me wrong. Animal Adventures income came because of my bird sales. But, besides that, I just don't like the atmosphere as much. Oh well, I will do whatever to get by, and just not complain about it. Its life, I am learning to live with it. So, I went there at around 6pm. Wow. That application was one of those "in-store" ones. It took forever and a day, I swear. I was almost late for work. Urgh. Hopefully I get called back soon. I need another job. Either that, or tomorrow I am applying at Kohls as well. They are hiring seasonal stockers, so that would be a decent easy job to snatch.
I had to work outside on the feeder cessna planes all night at work. It was crappy because it was raining really really bad, and it was FREEZING. We were using an extra ULD as shelter from the elements. I mean, when you are working feeder aircraft, you are often just sitting there....waiting for the planes to comemin, marshalling them, and then offloading them.
I am sore, tired, not feeling the greatest, missing Antoine, wanting something to do other then sitting on my ass, and I am super hungry, having not eaten anything but cereal for the last two days straight. ;.;
Yea. I need a massage.
<3