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Supernatural this week made me ;_; and then ;___; and then ;______; some more, and this is NOT ON. In accordance with this being NOT ON I have decided to UP THE HAPPY FEELINGS and also get some writing practise before Springkink by writing some WARM AND FUZZY FEELING snippets ( Read more... )
Supernatural this week made me ;_; and then ;___; and then ;______; some more, and this is NOT ON. In accordance with this being NOT ON I have decided to UP THE HAPPY FEELINGS and also get some writing practise before Springkink by writing some WARM AND FUZZY FEELING snippets ( Read more... )
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For fluff, there's a whole lot of bittersweet in that. ♥ It's gorgeous. I think I would love it if the series ended this way, but at the same time, man, way to break my fucking heart.
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MY WORK HERE, IT IS DONE. But aww, for these two, I think unless Kripke does a LOT OF FIXING THINGS in season five then so far this is about as happy as they're going to get ;).
But man, Dean deserves for Sam and/or Castiel to survive all of this. If he ends up on his own I will NEVER BELIEVE IN RIGHTNESS EVER AGAIN.
But yay :D, I'm glad you enjoyed it, even if I did break your heart in the process. *breaks out superglue*
Also OH HELL, I've just been musing randomly on the physicality of Alastair/Castiel, and I kind of REALLY REALLY REALLY want dubcon while Alastair has Castiel impaled on the handy angel-hanging-hook. I BLAME VIDEOGAMES FOR GIVING ME A HARDCORE KNIFE/SWORD/GENERAL IMPALEMENT KINK.
Night night bb <3 :D
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I'm either hoping all of them die or Dean and Sam both live, because if one brother dies and the other lives, fandom will wank for YEARS it's too sad otherwise. Cas, though... I don't see this ending happily for Cas in any way, argh.
LOL, BB, THAT'S NOT DUB-CON. HOW WOULD YOU GET CASTIEL TO EVEN DUBIOUSLY CONSENT IN THAT SITUATION?
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LOL, BB, THAT'S NOT DUB-CON. HOW WOULD YOU GET CASTIEL TO EVEN DUBIOUSLY CONSENT IN THAT SITUATION?
I'M GOING TO STICK MY FINGERS IN MY EARS AND SAY "LA LA LA LA LA" AND PRETEND THAT IT TOTALLY IS A SCREWED UP SORT OF CONSENT. Oh lord. Videogames really HAVE broken me. I'm kind of used to "I stab thee" basically meaning "I'm actually rather fond of you <3". SERIOUSLY. Devil May Cry, Final Fantasy 7, Digital Devil Saga...
It's a shockingly legitimate point and I actually hate myself now :(
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After giving that more consideration, oh arsetits :(. There isn't any way. *headdesk* I HAVE BECOME THE THING THAT I HATE.
And now I can't decide whether I hate myself more for finally getting to a point where my imagination pwns my moral structure, or whether I hate myself more for STILL wanting to write this even now that I'm fully aware it's horrifically wrong.
*headdesk headdesk headdesk*
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Ignore my clarity fail; as is fairly evident, I have no issue with other people reading/writing noncon, but I have a huge issue with consciously doing it myself, and I'm in the middle of a great big freak-out over the fact that I've clearly got to the point where I've been writing some without thinking, and that's really, really awful and horrible :X. For me, anyway, I have weird morality issues.
*curls up in a ball and leans against you*
Cursed Catholic guilt!
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Sigh... Sorry.... it's kinda... the last few months has seen me losing one person with the possibility of losing two more so... yeah... I'm kinda having issues with people getting separated by whatever cicumstances.
Sorry about sniveling all over your journal.
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Oh hon, it's totally okay. I kind of suck at any form of mourning, even over people I dearly, dearly love, because the slightly autistic side of me doesn't quite register as real anyone I'm not talking to, so once someone does die my brain basically treats them like a fictional character. It's weird and sucky and makes me utterly awful at sympathising.
But I really, really hope you're okay, because, aw man, I adore you and I'm sorry if my bittersweet fluff isn't helping any! *hugs*
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