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I would say that I am a pretty good person. I didnt used to think so. I used to think that I was a horrible person and I didnt deserve friends or good people to be around me. But I grew out of that stage and now I think I am a food person and I try my hardest to be a good friend...but I dont think I am a good person in general. Its really hard to explain. But Somehow I never got that out of my head. Things happen...I cant change it right? Some I can fight others...well I cant, I just have to let them happen. But why cant I move on? Why cant I be the person in all the pictures? Why cant I feel the way I wanna feel and not have to question myself about what is going on. I didnt tell him...I tried, but I couldnt. I did reach out, but I think that is as far as I am going to get. For now...maybe someday I will ask for more help or somehow branch myself out to other people. Hmmmm...I dont know what else to say for now. Maybe later I will have more of a grasp of what I really wanna say.