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Feb 23, 2006 09:56

I'm too fucking shit to go in working from home today, so I'm going to sit here, roll a large spliff and watch the kitten chase the mouse pointer across the screen, because it's vaguely amusing.

The last two weeks have been arse in a bucket, but on the upside the doc gave me valium! On the downside he didn't give me enough. Have also started ( therapy )

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tommdroid February 23 2006, 10:42:11 UTC

Em, by all means! Spliffs are bad as in BAD because they make depressions worse x 3, therapy on the other hand is GOOD x 5, very hard work but good, in a good way. Kittens, they are good x 10 because they stop the soul from itching in the body. Hang in there.

HUGS!!!

emerald14 February 24 2006, 07:28:14 UTC

they stop the soul from itching in the body - What a great expression!

Yes, I know I need to give up the evil weed, it's just incredibly hard to do so. I'll get there though - eventually *Hugs*

jennixen February 23 2006, 15:30:16 UTC

Oh honey, not to sound moralistic but you really need to stop smoking that shit if you have a depression. *huggles lots*
As for therapy, it hurts like a cut to the heart but it heals after a while...and it gets better. It does! *hugs*

emerald14 February 24 2006, 07:24:35 UTC

Yes, I know :( Logically I know, anyway. I don't even particularly enjoy getting high: I think it's more habit than anything. But I've nearly finished my current stash and we're not buying any more after this has gone so...

jinxle February 23 2006, 18:09:24 UTC

I am SO sorry, but "it won't turn out to just be me being crap" made me laugh so much :)

I know what you mean though, having a concrete reason for hysericalness would be nice (in a certain kind've way!).

Have you tried St Johns Wort or anything like that? I never have, but I've heard good things. I'm currently trying agnus castus which is supposed to calm the hormones (since my hystericalness is directly related to time-of-the-month).

Oh, and! *HUG*

emerald14 February 24 2006, 07:22:00 UTC

*grins* Yes - I'm hoping it'll turn out that I've been regularly abducted by aliens and subjected to frequent probing or something. Anything's better than being a 30-something hysterical woman ;)

I can't take St John's Wort with the medication I'm on, but I'm seriously thinking about ditching all the prescription stuff and trying to sort this out by alternative means. I've been on tablets for nearly 5 years now and just seem to be going round and round in circles...

Bring me a doctor! I feel the need for a pokey eye session.