sweet.
so i'm pretty much ill and feeling exhausted. but i won't get into much. i don't know why i feel this way, i just do. i think all this is catching up to me and i just feel like shit. i called my mom and she was mean to me. i was like "why are you yelling?" i called to tell her i didn't feel well and that i was going to the clinic but she was just like freaking out saying i shouldnt have done everything i did this weekend and all this other random stuff. it just made me feel ten times worse. how sweet? not. i have a genetics test tomorrow, i'll prolly do bad. i've been so horrible. i just don't know what to do. i feel like a failure and i suck at life. that's just how i feel. and this weird sickness i have is creeping me out. hopefully i just feel better in the morning and it was a random weakness day or something. whatever this is, needs to go though. i think i'm about to have a panic attack or something. or my body is just whithering away. :-/