Apr 21, 2006 18:21
7th grade
I stared at the guy next to me. He was my so called "best friend". I stared at hislong, silky hair, and wished he was mine. But he didn't notice me like that, I knew it. After class he walked up to me and asked me for the notes he had missed the day before and handed them to him. He said "thanks" and gave me a kiSs on the cheek. I wanna tell him, I want him to know that i don`t wanna Be just friends, I love him but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why. .
11th Grade
The phone rang. on the other end it was him. He was in tears, mumbling on and on about how his love had broke his heart. He asked me to come over because he didn't want to be alone, so i did. As i sat next to him on the sofa, I stared at his soft eyes, wishing he was mine. After two hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, and 3 bags of chips, he decided to go to sleep. He looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiSs on the cheek. i wAnna tell him, I want him to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior Year
The day before prom he walked to my locker. "My date is sick" he said; she`s not qonna go. well I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as "best friends". So we did.
Prom niqht
After everything was over I was standing at his front door step. I stared at him, he smiled at me I want him to be mine, but he doesn`t think of me like that and I know it. Then he said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell him, I want him to know that I don`t want to be just friends, I love him but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as him perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get his diploma. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, he came to me in his smock and hat, and cried as I hugged him. Then he lifted his head from my shoulder and said, "you`re my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell him, I want him to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love him but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That guy is getting married now. I watched him say "I do" and drive off to his new life, married to another girl. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn`t see me like that and I knew it. But before he drove away, he came to me and said "you came! Thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. I wanna tell him, I want her to know that I dont wanna be just friends, I love him but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a guy who used to be my "best friend". At the service they read a diary entry he had wrote in his hiqh school years. This is what it read: I stare at her wishing she was mine, but she doesn`t notice me like that, and I know it. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love her but i`m just too shy, and I don`t know why. I wish she would tell me she loved me . . . . I wish I did too. I thought to myself, and I cried.
I guess this just goes to show that we can't wait on tomorrow or for someone else to say what we want to say ourselves. Tell that special someone how you feel today...you may not get a chance tomorrow!
REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES AND SOMEONE WILL TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU... BUT IF YOU BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 13 YEARS!!
SINCE U OPENED THIS SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO U AT 11:52 PM.
IF YOU'RE A GIRL POST THIS AS "I WANNA TELL HIM"
IF YOU'RE A BOY POST THIS AS "I WANNA TELL HER"