Merry Christmas Charlie Brown
Yeah so tonight I went over to my grandparents house for xmas eve dinner and gift opening, we do it every year. It's me, my mom, my aunt, and my grandparents. This is on my Dad's side of the family. So a little ways after we finish opening gifts my aunt throws a curve ball at me.
My dad wants to get in touch with me.
So I started to freak out inside and I had to leave the room and go outside. Yep. So needless to say I angsted and then my aunt comes out. So she's crying and I'm freaking out and then I'm crying and we're talking and I can't even describe the emotions I was feeling I was basically freaking out. Like freaking out to the point of almost hyperventalating. Like when I was inside I was almost hyperventalating and then I went outside and I was okayish. I just cried and freaked the fuck out. Freaked to the point of like I was shaking so much I couldn't feel the 30 degree temperature.
So in the end I agreed that he could contact me by email.
Oh god.
P.S. Merry Christmas.
P.P.S. SO THEN I go and look up my half brother on Myspace. He's looks exactly like me. He's like my twin.
My dad wants to get in touch with me.
So I started to freak out inside and I had to leave the room and go outside. Yep. So needless to say I angsted and then my aunt comes out. So she's crying and I'm freaking out and then I'm crying and we're talking and I can't even describe the emotions I was feeling I was basically freaking out. Like freaking out to the point of almost hyperventalating. Like when I was inside I was almost hyperventalating and then I went outside and I was okayish. I just cried and freaked the fuck out. Freaked to the point of like I was shaking so much I couldn't feel the 30 degree temperature.
So in the end I agreed that he could contact me by email.
Oh god.
P.S. Merry Christmas.
P.P.S. SO THEN I go and look up my half brother on Myspace. He's looks exactly like me. He's like my twin.