Apr 30, 2006 13:29
IM LOSING SLEEP OVER YOU AGAIN;
LOST IN THE MEMORY OF A GAZE THATS LONG SINCE BEEN BROKEN.
& THOUGH VALIANT MY EFFORTS MAY BE,
I CANNOT SEEM TO SHAKE THESE AWFUL NIGHTMARES WHICH YOU STILL SO OFTEN SEEM TO INHABIT.
AND SO I LAY TOSSING & TURNING,
STRANGLED IN THESE SHEETS,
TRYING TO BLOCK OUT AN IMAGE SO STRONGLY SET IN MY MIND.
& SO FOR MANY NIGHTS TO COME MY DREAMS WILL BE THE SAME,
& EVERY MORNING, WITH HEAVY HEART ILL WAKE, CURSING AT THE RAYS OF LIGHT WHICH SO MOCKINGLY ENTER THROUGH THE PART IN MY CURTAINS.
YET, ANOTHER NIGHT SPENT TO NO AVAIL;
MY DARLING, I HATE YOUR EYES.