Apr 28, 2007 03:05
tonight someone said something about livejournal, and i had forgotten all about this poor website, now living the cold shadow of its heartless foe, myspace.
Today i encountered a feeling that i feel whenever im with someone i love being with, but then again dont love being with.
Tonight i stuck my last limb out to acheive a goal that ive been pining over for several months. It was a success. Im all giggly and girly, you know the type.
this week has been horrible, i think i used the phrase 'i want to die' more times that i can count. but im deffinately relying on this weekend to save this travesty. Oak Grove's prom is in about 16 hours and instead of beauty sleep , im indulging in wings and gilmore girls. im not proud.
good greif, I have a linger, which is something that is on your mind constantly, not overwhelmingly, but always there, lurking.
this linger has been there since i believe january. january, can you believe that?! the worst month of the whole year and its lurking. Its a curiosity, and a resentful failure all wrapped into one big , nagging package. the big freaking 'what if'!
so on a good note,
ill leave before the trolls come out.