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thursday me and dave went to shania's house for the first time and i got to see the inside of her house. you can get lost in there! friday went to the mall with dave,shania,jen,alex,and christina. they made me try on some hollister clothes (lol) im almost sure shania will have a pic somewhere on her myspace of it. we went to mcie ds and like taco bell and the thrift store and i felt like i was driving a lot that day. wow i love those guys being with them makes me feel like im 16 again. i didnt have any friends then so im doing all the things i should have done then, but now. my b-days in 4 days (wednesday) and dave is insisting that i get drunk (since its my 21 b-day) and i keep telling him that i dont want to. its hereditary for alcholism in my family and i want to break the cycle with me... damn my father what an ass hole for fucking up my childhood with that shit( and drugs for that matter too) i was old enough to understand what was going on a little bit but my little sister had not even a clue. all she new was that daddy was never around. i remember sometimes i would see my mom at the kitchen window smoking cigg after cigg and crying, my father would get paid on friday and not come home till like sunday night with 50 bucks in his pockets. and he worked for the city of detroit at the time to, so he made pretty good money. how could you go and get druck and do a few lines when you have a 7 and a 4 year old at home?! i, to this day, will never forgive him for that. so ya im sorry, a breef little history of my life and why i dont drink and do drugs. "Dad, my anti-drug."
so ya ill update when i have some more news people...
so ya ill update when i have some more news people...