Frustration...
if i'm doing the right thing then why the hell am i still so sad? i haven't seen or talked to him for like forever but the feelings aren't going away! GODDAMMIT. i feel like yelling and running away somewhere nobody can find me. jesus christ. thank god i have choir practice tonight because i need an outlet. it ended today and i'm upset because i miss everything. i miss everything about him. but i won't get better feeling like this. on with my day.