Dammit...
so i just realized it, but it's been going on for a while now. i've resorted back to my old ways. i see someone i want, and once i have them, i'm over it before they even know what's happening. what is the deal with that? that's pretty much the story of my life. and i want to know why derrick was so different from the rest. because as soon as we were done, i went right back to the way i was before. so FRUSTRATING. WHY do i do that?