Dream...
so last night, after taylore and i passed out on the couch from too much wine, i got into bed and fell asleep right away. i started having this nightmare that was really really awful. taylore, braden, and tasja, and my brother were in it. it was dark outside, and we were in our house. i was sleeping in the dream and then i got up because i was getting really scared and seeing really weird stuff. then i tried to flip all the lighswitches in the house and none of them would turn on. i couldn't hear very well either, and i kept seeing really scary things but nobody would believe me so at one point i covered my ears and screamed at the top of my lungs and nothing came out. i started to cry and i kept trying to turn the lights on but the light switches weren't working. finally i woke myself up, and i was so disturbed that i had to sit up and watch a movie before i was able to go back to sleep. my heart was beating so fast when i woke up that i thought someone was running down the hallway. it was pretty freaky. taylore woke up and i told her about it, and she said it sounded like i felt insignificant in the dream, because i couldn't affect anything. i think she's right, i think i feel insignificant right now. why would that be?