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it is sooo hard when u want someone u cant have. shit. especially when they dont know how much u actually love them. its not like hes perfect, but who is?its just everything reminds me of him. god boys are soo frustrating! theres soo many memories with him..... ahhhhhhhhhh. it seems like i always want what i cant have. its horrible. hes too old ,he lives far away, holy moses im screwed lol. im so frustrated im at a loss for words..........................................................................................................................................................................................................this sux booty. its even worse when u cant tell him, like i have no idea what he would say lol. shit i need sleep...... i love u.