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So tomorrow I leave for my art competition. Originally I hated the idea of competing for art and I still do for the most part. I never really want to go anywhere with my art. It is just a hobby and something I do on different occasions. I am getting really nervous about this competition and I know there is a lot of pressure on me to win. So I've been freaking out about it lately and I probably still will till it is over. Tomorrow I don't do any competing it is kind of the get yourself situated day and then Friday is the big day. Out of 1200 people that competed for this competition it is down to six state finalist; me being one of the six. I guess that means I kind of know what I am doing. Personally I don't think my art is that great but after talking to someone who i think is amazing at art. She felt my art is really good so that means a lot to me considering if someone who i think is really good at art thinks my stuff is pretty good then it must be alright.

So I did some searching and i found what the person who won last year created. Personally I think it is lame as hell and I hope the kid returns this year; not to get too cocky but I want to kick the kids ass for winning with such a crappy piece.



I think I can do better then that...that somehow won first place out of 1200 people...I'm going to kick some ass!(hopefully)

~Matt