I really suck. But.
I sorta miss RPing. :(
And I can't believe I got back into Hetalia. But anywhere with good writers makes me happy. :) Actually, I can't believe I'm so active on LJ either. xP
Life is okay. I'm slightly upset that we don't have snow... but school is over for now! And I've met some awesome people. :D
Also recently moved. :"> But sadly, more drama ought to happen with every step I take forward.
My homestay busted my brother for not having Mom here. So he's either got to withdraw... or pay 12k a year as an international student. Mom's decided to take him back to Taiwan and I cried when she told me this. She cried more when she told my brother this though.
I'll be alone here if he goes. With no relatives what-so-ever. And when I think of it, I moved because he was being picked on by my homestays and he was looking so forward to the new place... the day before, we even went out together to buy new plates and stuff so we can finally cook and eat together. He told me how much he looked forward to baking bread, too.
And God, every time I think about it, my heart squeezes itself into a tight little knot and I can hardly get my mind of it.
This all happened within a span of 5 days when I had exams and I accidentally busted my ankle trying to answer the phone which was across the room by(I don't actually know what happened) rolling out of bed.
Ugh, I don't know what to think anymore.
I find that I can't really distract myself with fandom anymore, either. Reading and writing fics is fun... but a lot of the people in fandom nowadays is a little. Well, less friendly than they used to be. Or maybe it's always been like that and I'm the one who's remained sort of naive and clueless... or maybe just people in RPGs are much more nicer. Well, I don't know. But either or, I am sorta disappointed with how "untogether" I feel that fandom is now.
Fffft. Yeah, I know.
Anyway. I'm super tired and it's super late.
I wish that maybe I can sleep without a negative thought being he last thing in my head someday.
OHWAIT. SHIT. I just have to keep reminding myself that NEW GINTAMA EPISODES ARE COMING UP IN APRIL OF NEXT YEAR. Oh my God, I can't wait. kjdhfusef My brother will be excited to hear about this too.
Yeah. Okay. I'll have amazing dreams tonight and I'ma gunna go bake with Jenn tomorrow with my brother so we can at least do something before he leaves.
And I can't believe I got back into Hetalia. But anywhere with good writers makes me happy. :) Actually, I can't believe I'm so active on LJ either. xP
Life is okay. I'm slightly upset that we don't have snow... but school is over for now! And I've met some awesome people. :D
Also recently moved. :"> But sadly, more drama ought to happen with every step I take forward.
My homestay busted my brother for not having Mom here. So he's either got to withdraw... or pay 12k a year as an international student. Mom's decided to take him back to Taiwan and I cried when she told me this. She cried more when she told my brother this though.
I'll be alone here if he goes. With no relatives what-so-ever. And when I think of it, I moved because he was being picked on by my homestays and he was looking so forward to the new place... the day before, we even went out together to buy new plates and stuff so we can finally cook and eat together. He told me how much he looked forward to baking bread, too.
And God, every time I think about it, my heart squeezes itself into a tight little knot and I can hardly get my mind of it.
This all happened within a span of 5 days when I had exams and I accidentally busted my ankle trying to answer the phone which was across the room by(I don't actually know what happened) rolling out of bed.
Ugh, I don't know what to think anymore.
I find that I can't really distract myself with fandom anymore, either. Reading and writing fics is fun... but a lot of the people in fandom nowadays is a little. Well, less friendly than they used to be. Or maybe it's always been like that and I'm the one who's remained sort of naive and clueless... or maybe just people in RPGs are much more nicer. Well, I don't know. But either or, I am sorta disappointed with how "untogether" I feel that fandom is now.
Fffft. Yeah, I know.
Anyway. I'm super tired and it's super late.
I wish that maybe I can sleep without a negative thought being he last thing in my head someday.
OHWAIT. SHIT. I just have to keep reminding myself that NEW GINTAMA EPISODES ARE COMING UP IN APRIL OF NEXT YEAR. Oh my God, I can't wait. kjdhfusef My brother will be excited to hear about this too.
Yeah. Okay. I'll have amazing dreams tonight and I'ma gunna go bake with Jenn tomorrow with my brother so we can at least do something before he leaves.