this is turning into the longest week everrrr
Well besides my bday which was a positive note for the most part, I hate to say disappointing, but I did have higher hopes. this week has turned into nothing but upsets.
Spring break was great though. Disney = so much funnnn. It really is the happiest/ most magical place on earth. I wish I could go back...why am I here???
My birthday was pretty exciting. We celebrated it saturday. Illini won, ate some mickeys, did some partying in Fuzz's basement, went to Kory's, and then slowly my night slipped away. It ended in a good way...I just wish I remembered it :/ I need to take better control of myself. I don't know what got into me Saturday, but I lost it, and I said some things I shouldn't have, things I don't even feel. Honestly. I couldn't be happier about that someone.
Sunday I partied with the family. Not to much excitement. Friends stopped by later and I decided to ignore my homework and sleep in Monday. Way to start off the week em!
Going back to school sucks. I'm playing softball now...well, no, not really, but I'm on the team. lol. I'm not very good, but it's fun and I'm happy with my decision to go out. Our uniforms are pretty cute.
It's getting really hard for me to concentrate on school. The weather is so warm, the end is so close. My head isn't in the right spot.
Illinois lost :( That was an upset. Things aren't going along as happily as I would have thought. Which leaves me to wonder what's even going on. part of me wants to push it to the back of my mind and pretend I don't care, and just try to let itself work out...but deep down I care too much to let things fall how they please. people ask me what's going on.. and the worst part is I can't even come up with an answer because I don't know. If we talked it would be a different story, but no , let's go on and pretend it's all okay.
just frustrated right now and I'm once again neglecting Hamlet.
Spring break was great though. Disney = so much funnnn. It really is the happiest/ most magical place on earth. I wish I could go back...why am I here???
My birthday was pretty exciting. We celebrated it saturday. Illini won, ate some mickeys, did some partying in Fuzz's basement, went to Kory's, and then slowly my night slipped away. It ended in a good way...I just wish I remembered it :/ I need to take better control of myself. I don't know what got into me Saturday, but I lost it, and I said some things I shouldn't have, things I don't even feel. Honestly. I couldn't be happier about that someone.
Sunday I partied with the family. Not to much excitement. Friends stopped by later and I decided to ignore my homework and sleep in Monday. Way to start off the week em!
Going back to school sucks. I'm playing softball now...well, no, not really, but I'm on the team. lol. I'm not very good, but it's fun and I'm happy with my decision to go out. Our uniforms are pretty cute.
It's getting really hard for me to concentrate on school. The weather is so warm, the end is so close. My head isn't in the right spot.
Illinois lost :( That was an upset. Things aren't going along as happily as I would have thought. Which leaves me to wonder what's even going on. part of me wants to push it to the back of my mind and pretend I don't care, and just try to let itself work out...but deep down I care too much to let things fall how they please. people ask me what's going on.. and the worst part is I can't even come up with an answer because I don't know. If we talked it would be a different story, but no , let's go on and pretend it's all okay.
just frustrated right now and I'm once again neglecting Hamlet.