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well'm... i have to say that i'm just about fed up with doling a serious part of myself emotionally to others. i only end up getting hurt, viciously hurt, as i had done so with this seemingly blossoming love interest... nothing but a series of waits and patience, and in the end, i left myself hanging with a broken heart. well, fuck it. this is the year of the snake (it isn't), time to get brutal and as emotionally neutral as possibly allowed. i don't want to get hurt anymore. i don't want to put up with b.s. from the opposite sex. that isn't what love is supposed to be. it can't be. especially if the "hang-ups" hapen so consistently. i can't allow myself to get hurt again.
pss... it's ok. i'm gonna be fine.
on another unrelated note. saturday nite @ i/o... bjork's brand new album is gonna be blarin' over the loudspeakers of poplife. oceania... supposedly its recorded with no instruments... all vocals, altered and tweaked to sound like an symphonic army of herself. lots and lots of fun last week i went, it seems like clockwork that i'd go to this one.
tonite... i think i'll be playing it by ear. though, its quite toug to get anything worthwhile accomplished without MONEY. thank god i get paid and laid tomorrow. the sweet, funky smell of greenbacks in my side pocket is almost real, i can sense it.
fuck worrying about conjuring up scratch for books and shit, life is way too
well... it's over now....
"Yeah, it's over now, but I can breathe somehow
When it's all worn out, I'd rather go without
You know its been on my mind
Could you stand right there
Look me straight in the eye and say
That it's over now
We pay our debt sometime"
layne staley had something there.
r.
pss... it's ok. i'm gonna be fine.
on another unrelated note. saturday nite @ i/o... bjork's brand new album is gonna be blarin' over the loudspeakers of poplife. oceania... supposedly its recorded with no instruments... all vocals, altered and tweaked to sound like an symphonic army of herself. lots and lots of fun last week i went, it seems like clockwork that i'd go to this one.
tonite... i think i'll be playing it by ear. though, its quite toug to get anything worthwhile accomplished without MONEY. thank god i get paid and laid tomorrow. the sweet, funky smell of greenbacks in my side pocket is almost real, i can sense it.
fuck worrying about conjuring up scratch for books and shit, life is way too
well... it's over now....
"Yeah, it's over now, but I can breathe somehow
When it's all worn out, I'd rather go without
You know its been on my mind
Could you stand right there
Look me straight in the eye and say
That it's over now
We pay our debt sometime"
layne staley had something there.
r.