Jul 23, 2006 02:03
"You are never given a dream without being given the power to make it true."
--Source Unknown
i wish that time would stop flying by - i don't want this summer to go by so quickly. i've never been so happy in my entire life. who would have ever dreamed of me actually saying that i'm okay if i don't go back to new york quite yet? don't get me wrong - when i think about this fall i'm so unbelieveably excited that i think i will burst from happiness but also this summer has been amazing. (yes i do miss the sisterhood though this summer since we hardly see eachother...)
la and i saw "my super ex-girlfriend" today and in it i saw where they filmed outside my dorm from last year!!! there was a shot of the dunkin donuts that i always go to - on 2nd ave between 11th st. and 12th st!! i jumped out of my seat!!! (of course that made me excited to go back!) but how can i say goodbye to the amazing people i have just met this summer? well although it's more of a "see you later" since both la and jeff are coming up to visit me - but still. and leaving the kids this year will be even harder. and even just saying "see you later" to gina will tear me apart - thinking about it tears me apart. and i love spending time with my family too!
i know i wished high school away - and i do NOT regret that. not at all. heck, i wish the time would have gone by even faster. but anyways - i do not want to wish NOW away. i have never been so happy or so whole or felt so complete in my life - whether at school or at home - and i know how lucky i am to feel that way. thank you Goddess.