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Every single time there's one of these big gettogethers I end up crying. I tried to avoid it this time by hiding from the whole thing, but since my room's being remodeled I didn't really have anywhere to go. At least is wasn't like other times when the gang plays harass the sociophobe. Most of these people are my friends, or at least people I'm neutral to, but I can't interact with a group of people. It's late, I'm tired, I have a headache, so I went downstairs to my temporary bed and closed the basement door to discourage people coming down and to block the noise. At some point that involved a lot of screaming from upstairs, someone, and I swear to god I heard Shauna's voice like it was downstairs, opened the basement door. I would have been mildly annoyed if they had come down to get something, but no one even came in. And no one closed the door, either. No one owned up to it when I came upstairs and screamed at them. (I had already informed people that I had dental surgery recently and had a big headache). The only thing I got was yelled at by mom. I had been hoping to get through the party without crying. Well, that's shot to hell. I just wish they'd stop yelling and jumping around so I can go to sleep.
Edit: Yes, I realize this is a huge block paragraph. Fucking deal.
Edit: Yes, I realize this is a huge block paragraph. Fucking deal.