Games? Love Games?
So Ron n I got in our fisrt fight the other day, and i have been kinda down, but not. I wont go into details, but we both have apologized to each other and we finally get to see each other tomarrow. i'm worried and confused and, though this may sound selfish, hope that whatever was wrong with him when i saw him for the hour I did before we faught, has nothing to do with US. I hope its just some problems that he is having a hard time working out, well, you know what i mean. besides that, i think everything between us has been goign perfectly, if not better than perfect. this is the happiest i have been in a long time and i don't want to fuck this up. Whatever it is that is bothering him though, i hope it dosent affect us. i told him i would be there for him through whatever he is going through, and that i would help in anyway i could....but men are stubborn and bottle everything up and gettign them to speak about there feelings sometimes is like pulling teeth. It is very hard to be patient though while he is working things out....especially since when something is bothering me i need to talk to someone immediatly and get it off my chest. (hence the post, even though i have already shared my feelings with Kait..this is just another release of nervousness and other emotions). Alas, I think I will finally get to see whats wrong tomarrow....