Apr 27, 2005 17:53
i decided i need to meet a hot girl who is comfortable enough in her sexuality not to be all indecisive and lame and just be fuck buddies. i don't want any relationships, i just want a hot, no strings attatched fuck buddy. but all the out girls at my school are very unattractive and/or not my type. and the bi girls aren't really bi they're just eager for attention so they make out with other abercrombie chicks to get guys off. it sucks being in a sexual minority. i still find guys attractive (selectively) but ive recently cut off my hair and embraced masculinity (don't get me wrong im not a biker chick kind of dyke or anything, id still considermyself a femme, for instance, im wearing abercrombie jeans, a world peace belt, and a mr roboto t shirt, the only gay looking things about me right now are my sweatshirt, my hair is a little gay, and my SELF.) so the point of this massive sentence was that ive created an image of "friend" with guys. i guess thats really all i want but i liked the possibility of guy hookups that used to exist. i wish i could do what strait girls and boys have the luxury of doing: going to parties and "accidentally" hooking up with 3 different people and claiming "drunk alabi rights", term that ive just now coined. yes. so basically, if anyone, hot (hot by my definition meaning, you know, not butch, and not gangsta) available, and who lives in or around san fransisco reads this, lets sex.