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i think i've decided to go ahead and move away for next semester. i've hesitated in making a definite decision because i know it's gonna be hard to leave...but it has to happen sooner or later..and i might as well get it over with and move on from this. i'm not in highschool anymore...so i don't wanna be treated like i still am. i wanna figure out who i am and what i want for myself. i wanna feel my own sense of individuality without feeling like someone is always looking over my shoulder. i need to learn from my own mistakes instead of having someone live my life for me. i've always relied on my parents..and to a point it can be unhealthy. i really hope i'm not making this decision out of anger or rebellion. i think it'll be good for me. scary of course, but good nonetheless. i have a lot left to learn...people to meet...and places to see. i can't wait around here any longer for the right moment to hopefully fall into my lap. i need to make it happen for myself. time is too precious to waste...i need to make the most of my days while i still have a chance.