FUCK
well bailee's parents are planning on moving back to jersey...i dont know what the fuck i'm going to do. the distance is so much that we probably wont be able to see eachother as much as we do now and i am very afraid we'll start to lose touch. i love her so much and i am so scared i don't know what to do.I should have seen this coming. everytime somthing goes right somthing comes along and puts it at risk of being fucked up...why is it me that is constantly getting a taste of what happiness is and getting it ripped away from me again. this happens with everything and i dont know why...i know there's a reason but it fucking hurts to not know it.what's the point of being sobor when you feel like a beat down drunk/addict anyway? I hate myself for being so fucking easily addicted to people. I am fucking powerless over every aspect of my life, I might as well fucking quite before i fall further behind. This Fucking Hurts