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im goign to try and work on being more of an avid live jouranl poster but i just really can't promise anything. i feel like im writing all fake and stuff here. like if i were to really say how i felt the world would come to an end or soemthing.
come of it, right?
Ive also been trying to work on actually being extremely honest.
..I've found its actually a lot harder than it seems.
try it
lol, i feel like half the time if poepel would just ask me a question, wait for my answer, tehn immediately ask me if that was the truth, 9 times out of ten the FULL answer wouldn't be honest.
and i bet thats how it is for you to...
you just don't know it.
So im listenign to an incredible song by Vertical Horizon called "Best i ever had" BEcause i love it. Becuase it reminds me of her. Because I miss her. Because i will always miss her.
So here it goes.
It was an average day, waht seemed to be average. as what has now becom usual, i didn't go to skewl. However, i did go to work. The day felt normal, lazy, and boring. THe phonecall is a blurr. It will be a blur Forever more. THis time is a blur.
i can't go into it anymore.
I feel like writing but i don't haev the strengths to write the deatails. its not the time. not the place. the internet is no place to connect with the parallel universe-to connect with myself.
come of it, right?
Ive also been trying to work on actually being extremely honest.
..I've found its actually a lot harder than it seems.
try it
lol, i feel like half the time if poepel would just ask me a question, wait for my answer, tehn immediately ask me if that was the truth, 9 times out of ten the FULL answer wouldn't be honest.
and i bet thats how it is for you to...
you just don't know it.
So im listenign to an incredible song by Vertical Horizon called "Best i ever had" BEcause i love it. Becuase it reminds me of her. Because I miss her. Because i will always miss her.
So here it goes.
It was an average day, waht seemed to be average. as what has now becom usual, i didn't go to skewl. However, i did go to work. The day felt normal, lazy, and boring. THe phonecall is a blurr. It will be a blur Forever more. THis time is a blur.
i can't go into it anymore.
I feel like writing but i don't haev the strengths to write the deatails. its not the time. not the place. the internet is no place to connect with the parallel universe-to connect with myself.