my mind keeps goin through all the changes - hendrix

[embracedelirium]

so whats up, not alot here. yesterday went to the lake with mellissa and jason to jump of thuh cliff. went and got drunk and high with craig after that. it's weird to hear him say how hot my ex girlfriend is now, she's always been hot, and he's not the first person to say that... im like dude don't talk to me about that... if he likes sloppy seconds more power to him... but yea word of advice to all you peoples out there, don't talk to your friends about how you wanna bone their ex-gf and shit like that... its kinda rude. work work work, lotsa work. thank god it's friiiiiday! neptune (my cat) has no manhood anymore... muahaha, he's alot more mellow for some reason?! heh... ashley is a awesome girl, i like spending time with her alot... but holy cow she is clingy... but if a girl says "i feel like i don't deserve you"... thats like a instant sign to get the fuck out of harm's way real quick... i've heard that too much in my time... will i find a girl that i feel like I don't deserve?

i'm about to rip my hair out im so ready for the coast guard. i missed my alcohol awarness class again though... dammit. mellissa's boyfriend was in the air force, he was telling me about it and stuff.. not much i havent heard before but it's always nice to talk to someone who was in the military before, the more i talk to people the more i find out whats up. anywho... derin needs to hurry up and get home so i can go chill with him.

plur