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wooooo nelly i hate drama... it'll really fuck up your sleeping schedule. it really sucks when you get mixed up in shit that people think something and they don't know the whole picture... such is life i guess.. we're so quick to jump at conclusions without knowing the full truth. so... yea i drove around tonight picking drunk people up from the bars and brought them back to the boat. exciting huh?
some people say you gotta live life day by day
but to live it how you want, what's the price to pay
i can try to make it clear, but it's hard when nobody listens to what you say
one of these day's i'll learn put it all away
what's it like when you have no one to turn to
what's it like when you don't give a fuck what you do
i've drowned out so many things that i used to believe in
and it makes me sick when i think about where i've been
how many more times will bite my lip and dance with sin
the things you feel when you're happy with someone
and the pains that erupt when you know you have no one
i dont even know why i try to keep in touch
i could release from the world and not worry bout such
but it's hard to turn away when there's people i love so much
i don't know what's in store for me
sometimes i wish there was a way to see
if i could only search and find the key
to safely, calmy... put me out of this constant misery
i don't really know what to think of anything anymore... i have my life with ultimited outcomes... it all depends on what i do....... i'm going to stop writing in this for a while... times have changed alot. people still call me crazy, even here.. where i still really don't know anyone.. atleast i'm making some friends who accept me for who i am... i've been called crazy almost all my life... oh well... so i'm 'crazy'.. they'll understand. here's a few of the good times i've had.
DPeters@jarvis.uscg.mil
in case anyone want's to know what's up
some people say you gotta live life day by day
but to live it how you want, what's the price to pay
i can try to make it clear, but it's hard when nobody listens to what you say
one of these day's i'll learn put it all away
what's it like when you have no one to turn to
what's it like when you don't give a fuck what you do
i've drowned out so many things that i used to believe in
and it makes me sick when i think about where i've been
how many more times will bite my lip and dance with sin
the things you feel when you're happy with someone
and the pains that erupt when you know you have no one
i dont even know why i try to keep in touch
i could release from the world and not worry bout such
but it's hard to turn away when there's people i love so much
i don't know what's in store for me
sometimes i wish there was a way to see
if i could only search and find the key
to safely, calmy... put me out of this constant misery
i don't really know what to think of anything anymore... i have my life with ultimited outcomes... it all depends on what i do....... i'm going to stop writing in this for a while... times have changed alot. people still call me crazy, even here.. where i still really don't know anyone.. atleast i'm making some friends who accept me for who i am... i've been called crazy almost all my life... oh well... so i'm 'crazy'.. they'll understand. here's a few of the good times i've had.
DPeters@jarvis.uscg.mil
in case anyone want's to know what's up