Feb 28, 2005 19:38
What does everyday bring? A new chance? A chance to change? Change that starts a new life? Well, for me today was all that. I have faced the truth of who I really am, and it hurt, badly. My last post, if you had the chance to read it before i erased it was one of mean horrible choices that I made. In the act of trying to get my point across I hurt others and I apologize. I guess its hard to express your feelings when there is no one to go to because all of your friends feel the same way about you. I am not trying to put a guilt trip on anyone. I need find a new me...someone who can succeed in all aspects of life. I feel that my relationship with God is so important right now because of all the choices i am being faced with. God gave me the strength to write this letter and to keep out the negative, and to look at the positive. I want to make it clear that I am apologizing for the person i have become and the things i might have said that offended you. I truly am sorry and wish i was a better person.
Chase Renouf