This is hard!
Well, this is my first entry and i don't even know if i'm doing it right so bare with me. Everything sucks right now everyone keeps ganging up on me and it really hurts my feelings. I know i have been an ass this year, but I've been trying to be a nicer person lately. I wish my life was easier all together not just school but like everything in general like waking up and getting dressed and auditioning for plays and learning lines. Its just really hard, maybe because there is so much to do. Thats why i have been trying to cut back on major events in my life. I just want to enjoy high school and and bring my grades up. I think im burning myself out with theatre i don't have the same passion for it that i used to. At the same time i'm preparing to try and make a living out of the arts by taking classes and keeping in shape and preparing auditions. That felt good its nice to see how i really feel about all this because there is so much in my head its hard to make the right choices. "Live life to its fullest and don't let anyone rain on your parade!"