Feb 13, 2005 15:40
I will start off by saying THESE ARE THE DAYS OF OUR LIVES omg! I am gay if you didn't know and I would say that im pretty proud of it too, but i dont see the point in it anymore. In My straight days (ewwwww) i always questioned myself, i mean i knew i was gay but i didn't know if i wanted to live that life.
So after lots of talking with friends (God Bless You Meg) i realized that it was me and it was not worth hiding from the people who care about me (mainly because they already knew). Therefore; confusion is over right, WRONG! Now i have to deal with other boys problems, and I honestly think girls are easier than gay men. So there is this boy (if you know who im talking about please dont post anything with his name) who i find very attractive inside and out. I have tried to detach myself but i am emotionally drained and can't help but have strong feelings for this boy. If you know who im talking about and if any of you have any suggestions please do not hesitate to respond. Love to each and everyone of you!