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I hear what they say about me when they think I'm asleep or shut safely away in my room. Oh yes I hear them. They call me cruel, sadistic, hateful, bitter... Why shouldn't I be bitter? I have every right to be! I die so they can live and they distance themselves from me. None of them want to watch me die so they abandon me. Yuki tried to do the same so I abused his mind and flesh. I wanted to make him experience some of the pain I have suffered since the day I was born. Yes, I am bitter. I am bitter as are all those who are alone. 'Misery loves company.' Truer words were never spoken...