Academic Team Rox My Sox!
I haven't updated since Monday, so I decided to do it, because I'm boring and I have nothing better to do. I was sick Monday. Most of you know that, I think. Tuesday was normal, except I went to Becca's house that night and spent the night. Wednesday was a big day! I had to take the PSAT's! Niceville High School hallways terrify me. I thought I was going to die. Becca and I parked on the Senior Parking Lot, and the parking spaces had numbers, so the whole time I was taking the test, I was thinking I took somebody's spot and someone was going to ram my car (and their car would be crushed because mine is a tank) or key my car. I missed a math question about proportions. I felt so dumb afterwards. We went on Super Secret Operation TS: Codename Big Cup Wednesday after that, and it was completely allowed. I guess Wednesday wasn't a very big day. Thursday, nothing special happened. Except when I went to drama, I pretty much decided I didn't want to do my song anymore, but I can't change my mind. Friday, I went to Becca's house again. We baked cherry pie and Atkins-brownie-muffins. It was pretty amazing. Then we woke up at 4:30 AM this morning to go to Mrs. Cook's house to go to Tallahassee. We spent the entire day at FSU at an academic team competition. They posted the individual scores, and I was 9th overall and first place out of all the girls, so that was really exciting. I <3 academic team. I beat this guy named Brett in a slapping match that he challenged me to. I think he should know not to challenge me in a slapping match. Needless to say, I won. When we got back, I went to Becca's for a little bit, then I was on my way home and decided to stop by Island Raceway. I helped do maintenance on the cars. I found out Stacey broke up with Cole Purdy on Tuesday and is now voting Nat Dean, you know, the guy that went to Collegiate last year. After that, Stacey, Nat, Cameron, Brooke, and I went to Hog's Breath and ate dinner and listened to Josh Blackburn.
Now that we've talked about the past, a look into the future:
Sunday - LOTS OF HOMEWORK! I have to read Chapters 10-12 of my Ethics book and write summaries of it. I have to practice guitar, which I haven't done it 2 weeks and practice for voice, which I haven't done in 3 weeks. I have to start writing a paper for World Civ. I need to do really good on it, because I did bad on the last one (as in, I didn't do it = 0). I need to work on my narrative essay, but I don't really understand what it's supposed to be, so that will be a challenge.
Monday - ETHICS TEST DUE! I also need to work on finding references for my FACTS.org resume. I think we're supposed to meet the new Brain Bowl coach, too. I'm gonna miss Ramsey, but he said he'll pop in from time to time, since he's still working at OW.
Tuesday - Anatomy and Physiology test! I'm not really nervous about it.
Wednesday - WORLD CIV TEST! I'm so nervous about this, because I missed 2 days of notes in this class and I always fall asleep, so I miss notes on the days I show up. I think I'm gonna see if I can get Emily Petoskey's notebook.
Thursday - I don't think anything special is supposed to happen.
Friday - Nothing planned. I would love to do something, since I never do anything anymore. My life is school and clubs. I need a better life.
Now that we've talked about events, let's talk about feelings:
I'm sick of feelings. I really hate that I can't stop it, but I am a very jealous person. I don't really get jealous of possessions; I tend to be more jealous of emotions. I have found that I don't really like being around happy people...I am jealous of their happiness! I am sick of relationships. I hate boys, and for the past 2 weeks, I've been trying not to like people. I haven't talked to people as much either. It just doesn't seem fair that I've been single for almost 2 years and everyone else has a boyfriend. SOME PEOPLE HAVE 2! I'm tired of being the only person that isn't in a relationship. I just want a guy to like me, and I think because of that, I like guys too easily. That's gotten me into trouble a lot. There are three guys right now that I really like. Two seniors and a junior, but anyway...Becca said something to me today that really hurt my feelings. I don't think she did it intentionally, or at least I hope she didn't, but sometimes I don't know. I think she probably meant it differently than it sounded. I'm tired of being the only one of my friends that's alone...I odn't even want a certain person, I don't think...At this point, I just want to feel like someone needs me. I think I really need that right now. i feel like there's nothing really keeping me here and no one would really care if I was gone. I know my life would be easier if it didn't exist. I don't know...I just wantto feel loved. I might see you guys Monday, maybe not...I don't know. Out.
Now that we've talked about the past, a look into the future:
Sunday - LOTS OF HOMEWORK! I have to read Chapters 10-12 of my Ethics book and write summaries of it. I have to practice guitar, which I haven't done it 2 weeks and practice for voice, which I haven't done in 3 weeks. I have to start writing a paper for World Civ. I need to do really good on it, because I did bad on the last one (as in, I didn't do it = 0). I need to work on my narrative essay, but I don't really understand what it's supposed to be, so that will be a challenge.
Monday - ETHICS TEST DUE! I also need to work on finding references for my FACTS.org resume. I think we're supposed to meet the new Brain Bowl coach, too. I'm gonna miss Ramsey, but he said he'll pop in from time to time, since he's still working at OW.
Tuesday - Anatomy and Physiology test! I'm not really nervous about it.
Wednesday - WORLD CIV TEST! I'm so nervous about this, because I missed 2 days of notes in this class and I always fall asleep, so I miss notes on the days I show up. I think I'm gonna see if I can get Emily Petoskey's notebook.
Thursday - I don't think anything special is supposed to happen.
Friday - Nothing planned. I would love to do something, since I never do anything anymore. My life is school and clubs. I need a better life.
Now that we've talked about events, let's talk about feelings:
I'm sick of feelings. I really hate that I can't stop it, but I am a very jealous person. I don't really get jealous of possessions; I tend to be more jealous of emotions. I have found that I don't really like being around happy people...I am jealous of their happiness! I am sick of relationships. I hate boys, and for the past 2 weeks, I've been trying not to like people. I haven't talked to people as much either. It just doesn't seem fair that I've been single for almost 2 years and everyone else has a boyfriend. SOME PEOPLE HAVE 2! I'm tired of being the only person that isn't in a relationship. I just want a guy to like me, and I think because of that, I like guys too easily. That's gotten me into trouble a lot. There are three guys right now that I really like. Two seniors and a junior, but anyway...Becca said something to me today that really hurt my feelings. I don't think she did it intentionally, or at least I hope she didn't, but sometimes I don't know. I think she probably meant it differently than it sounded. I'm tired of being the only one of my friends that's alone...I odn't even want a certain person, I don't think...At this point, I just want to feel like someone needs me. I think I really need that right now. i feel like there's nothing really keeping me here and no one would really care if I was gone. I know my life would be easier if it didn't exist. I don't know...I just wantto feel loved. I might see you guys Monday, maybe not...I don't know. Out.