Sep 13, 2005 23:39
fuuuuck.
I seem to never update this bastard anymore. It seems to be going down the same road that my real journal took. But I wrote about different stuff in there *sideways glance* myeeessss anyway.
So Australia finally lost the Ashes, it hurts, alot. This country has so much passion for our sporting eh heroes i guess, even though I don't believe they are actually heroes but im straying from my point. We praise them like no other country in the world and yet as soon as we stumble but once, the knives are out sharper than ever. It is as if the whole time we had been sharpening these 'knives' under the table all the while 'cheering on' our sports people. I know that this is most likely the fault of the media.
Now yes I do realise that the Australian team needs a shot of youth into its veins, but I think it has to be a gradual thing rather than these substantial changes that bitch who should stick to doing entertainment reports on channel 10. Fuck i hate that bitch. It's like we are willing to scrap careers along with our country's success in cricket all to see so called "has-beens" such as Hayden, Martyn, Gilchrist etc chopped from our team. Yes these players have not had the best series. But no doubt they are working on their game, scrutinising every move they make. We saw Hayden play possibly the most patient innings he has ever played and yet critics still want him crucified? Martyn just earlier this year was Australia's best batsman, and even then he couldn't buy any praise. I don't even have to go into justifying why Gilchrist shouldn't be dropped.
So anyway, I finally got my dirty little hands on the new Black Dahlia Murder album. Fuck what a ripper. Ripper being my new word of the day, or in reality my new word of the week possibly even my fortnight. Speaking of rippers, that new film involving a small boy and a chocolate factory. Saw it tonight with Daniel aka Harts, good times.
Now onto not so good things, like my god damn left ear being blocked up for like 3 days now. I guess it really does serve me right for poking it with cottun buds and shit... but fuck! Also on the negative side of things, always being confused is shit, makes me want to throw myself out of a window, on ground level, less pain that way... But none the less out the window! Haha i really should be writing a report on my oral presentation right now but fuuuck who wants to do that? I clearly don't see any raised hands.
My weekends have been good lately, haven't been talking to people all that much which is shit, but I've been getting out a fair bit. Switch on Saturday was awesome, dear lord Synthesist are getting good. Just wish they got more recognition and shit but heeey. Good to see the Abandonment as always, Dave was awesome again what a guy, a ripper of a guy even. Hahaha Mat got drunk, it was hillarious to see him wasted. Some people are good wasted and some people are just gay - I want to kick you in the face and/or groin wasted, he was the good wasted.
I've gotta learn to stop writing people off, not to mention thinking so much. Some times my mind just races away for an endless ammount of time simply because something didn't happen the way i had hoped, so lame. I've gotta pull my socks up for shit sake. I still haven't done stuff that I should have done ages ago, aka get a fucking job! At every opportunity you get call me a fucking jobless bum or some variation of that derogatory term. It will hopefully push me off this computer seat and down the road to being employed hahaha.
This is pretty long *insert Harts saying - That's what she said!* hahaha what a ripper.
Soiya!