A week ago, I was a tear-stained mess at this time. Today, I'm back on my feet trying to stay grounded. Somehow I feel the need to find somewhere to begin, so that I can get my life back on track. Going to take all the time I need to heal, before I ever put myself out there again. Seeked solace in painting a wall over the past two days, and today I found the motivation to work much harder for dance... 2010 might actually end on a good note for me if the next two days go well (which I'm keeping my fingers crossed that they will!)
Going to write new year resolutions soon, and I can already see "Learn to love self before loving another" on top of that list.
P.s. Once I learn to love myself, I promise I'll love you (whoever you may be) next.