Oct 09, 2005 10:14
...but i like it..
anywho its been about a month and a half since i posted in this thing, figured id start back up again....
the month of september was pretty eh...school started, classes are ok. I dont like my math class, people are annoying, teacher is annoying.My english class is extremely boring, so i just look forward to psychology, and speech is well speech, the teacher is a batty old woman that is senile and forgets anything and everything she tells us, but ive gotten a 3.9,3.9, and a 3.7 on the three speeches we've done so far and i got a 4.0 on the first test, so im most likely gonna pull a 3.7-4.0 in that class....
in september matt and i went through a rough patch, because of me. I was having thoughts of wanting to be single, so we just had a talk the first time i was considering breaking up with him, I cried and he cried, which made me cry more, but I figured out I wanted to be with him...Fast forward a couple weeks and im still wondering about being single, mostly because of one guy, who has turned out to not even be worth the hassle...but i did decide that i wanted to take a break...i wrote him a letter, and i let him know everything i was feeling, this was on a saturday and by sunday night i was missing him...Monday rolled around and i still hadnt talked to him, then he Im'ed me i believe and that was hard, i just started to cry more....tuesday came and i still missed him, it was hard not to just pick up the phone and talk to him, so i asked him to come over and help me study for my psych test...i did need help, but i want to see him more then i wanted help ;)...we talked about nothing but psych from the moment he got there until the moment he left...not even a hug goodbye...so wednesday rolls around and i finally break down and tell him i want to be with him, i cant stand it and i miss him too much, so we go on a "date" to the movies and we talk and he wrote me a letter, that made me cry, but it got everything out in the open and now things couldnt be better....he loves me like mad, i love him like mad...what more could i ask for?
we are going up north to harbor springs next month to celebrate our 1 year, just to get away from it all...it will be a much needed vacation...
speaking of vacation, kristy and i have decided we are going to venture to chicago for spring break...it will be a good time..shopping and museums with my little sis :)
next weekend is going to be fantastic...my mom and kyle are going camping so i have the house to my self the whole weekend...matts going to stay the night friday and saturday...saturday me,matt,kristy,and jenny and maybe justin are going to see Mae at st.andrews...im excited I <3 mae and im glad matts coming, it will give him a chance to see how i am in my element and see how much a show really means to me, plus hes starting to like mae, which is always good...
in other news....hmm jenny hated me for a couple days or weeks in late september because i hung out with this kid a couple times, but we've since worked everything out and we are the best of friends again..i miss that girl...we need to hang out soon dude....
this post is getting obnoxiously long and i have to get in the shower, so i can go to work at the wonderful hell hole that is farmer jack....
i need a new job.....
later kids...
Heather