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[embersilversnow]

How can I stop all this pain?
I still have my family and friends.
Hurts my head and hurts my brain;
I still have my family and friends.
Yet you still play your sick game;
I still have my family and friends.
What is it you hope to gain?
I still have my family and friends.

Happily you torture me;
I still have my family and friends.
Pretending that I can't see;
I still have my family and friends.
What it is you do to me;
I still have my family and friends.
Simply out of your own greed;
I still have my family and friends.

Can't go back from whence we came;
I still have my family and friends.
Every time, always the same;
I still have my family and friends.
Why am I the one you blame?
I still have my family and friends.
Am I wrong? Do you feel shame?
I still have my family and friends.

I don't know if I can sleep;
I still have my family and friends.
I need rest, serene and deep;
I still have my family and friends.
Promises you didn't keep;
I still have my family and friends.
What you've sown, I now must reap;
I still have my family and friends.

I can't fix what I don't know;
I still have my family and friends.
I need to change, need to grow;
I still have my family and friends.
Talk to me or let me go;
I still have my family and friends.
I'll take what you have to throw-

Because I still have my family and friends.

I wrote this the night before the break up. I couldn't sleep, started to free write, and this is the result.