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isn't it ridiculous that after all this time, after all this waiting, after all the guys in between that i still want you?
isn't it insane that the one amazing night we spent together gets replayed in my head on a nearly constant loop? after nearly three months?
isn't it mad that if i don't see you before you leave, i'll probably cry? and i know i'll be so ashamed of it, i'll cry even harder.
isn't it unfair that we both felt something so special and neither one of us seems to have the strength to follow through?
isn't it crazy that i almost fell in love with you?
isn't it insane that the one amazing night we spent together gets replayed in my head on a nearly constant loop? after nearly three months?
isn't it mad that if i don't see you before you leave, i'll probably cry? and i know i'll be so ashamed of it, i'll cry even harder.
isn't it unfair that we both felt something so special and neither one of us seems to have the strength to follow through?
isn't it crazy that i almost fell in love with you?