"a coma might feel better than this"
what a day today has been.. but to expand upon that, what a month this has been.. life is at an awkward, hurtful place... things could be worse, but they could certainly be better... hopefully they'll be looking up soon. hope and strength and determination are about all i have right now & hoping they'll get me through... i know things will get better, just a matter of when and in what form. "it's the most wonderful time of the year"... yeah, not so much this year...... oh christmas songs, how you taunt me right now...