you're not honest, you never could be
[mood| 
pensive]
[music| bayside - don't call me peanut]
we always want what we can't have. and we never appreciate what we do have. unless you're one of the lucky ones, and you actually have what you want.
you could glorify or uglify anything depending upon how you word things. how you present yourself or said topic. you can lie enough, or thread in enough metaphors to get anyone to relate to anything.
i want to be one of his good friends, i want to have some place in his life. she has this, as well as the pretty words, the pretty face, the nice figure. who wouldn't want her?
who would want me?
what good does the truth do, really? it only hurts. and it's not worth it. what good is it when you've been lied to so much you can't believe anything?
i want to be something to you. but i'm not good enough. and i never will be. if i could set aside my fears and live, i would, but it's not that easy.
maybe that's why i can't let this go so easily. you change my views on real love, or lack thereof. really, when you want something badly enough, you'll take it in any form, real or no.
pensive]
[music| bayside - don't call me peanut]
we always want what we can't have. and we never appreciate what we do have. unless you're one of the lucky ones, and you actually have what you want.
you could glorify or uglify anything depending upon how you word things. how you present yourself or said topic. you can lie enough, or thread in enough metaphors to get anyone to relate to anything.
i want to be one of his good friends, i want to have some place in his life. she has this, as well as the pretty words, the pretty face, the nice figure. who wouldn't want her?
who would want me?
what good does the truth do, really? it only hurts. and it's not worth it. what good is it when you've been lied to so much you can't believe anything?
i want to be something to you. but i'm not good enough. and i never will be. if i could set aside my fears and live, i would, but it's not that easy.
maybe that's why i can't let this go so easily. you change my views on real love, or lack thereof. really, when you want something badly enough, you'll take it in any form, real or no.