This really hurts...
Well, all day I've been asking myself many different questions, but they were all just to keep my mind off the truth. I know she doesn't care about me as much as I care about her. I hate it, because I want her so much, but I would do so much for her. She's still lying to me. I feel like she's trying to shadow the truth. I love her, but she said the most horrible thing lastnight. I seriously am so close to just saying fuck it all. She's the one who keeps this shit w/ Justin going. Then, she threatens to break up w/ me if I do what his message says. I know if I go to talk to him it will result in one of us getting an ass kicking, but that doesn't make it my fault. I can't take this. She just keeps pushing forward w/ her little white lies, but the biggest thing is that threat. If she wants to drop me for some guy who she doesn't think cares about her, then that's her. It's not me. It is not my fault. This is in her hands. She'll get over it, one way or another.