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All I wanna do is see her, but I can't. My eyes keep watering, but I'm still happy, somewhat, because a bit of hope has been rekindled. I love her and I miss her. Now the only question is...Does she love and miss me back? I'm so scared. It's like I'm a six-year-old in a dark room.
And is it bad that I want her, so much...In more than one way. I can't help it, but these thoughts and feelings are all rushing back. Even though work sucks, there's still some happiness, and I know she's the reason. And, I'm horny as...Um, yeah...And, I know she's the reason to that, also. Damn, I'm stupid. I should have found someone else when I had the chance, if I ever really had one.
And is it bad that I want her, so much...In more than one way. I can't help it, but these thoughts and feelings are all rushing back. Even though work sucks, there's still some happiness, and I know she's the reason. And, I'm horny as...Um, yeah...And, I know she's the reason to that, also. Damn, I'm stupid. I should have found someone else when I had the chance, if I ever really had one.