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Well, up until a few moments ago, I felt like shit. Now, this song by Skinlab is making me feel good. I guess the big news is that I'm trying not to smoke tonight. Then, I'll try tomorrow...And so forth. Colleen helped me realise some things lastnight, and this weekend, I broke in the fact that I'm single. And, I was thinking about it, today. I reallised that Ashley has always been there for me to listen to my bitching and complaining. She's never complained and I think she whole heartedly cares even, on occasion(lol). Basically, lately, I've been putting a lot of thought into my friends. I realise how distant I've come due to always wanting to be with Whitley. Since I don't want to be w/ Whitley, now, I find it easier to spend time w/ my friends.None of this groups together, but that's because I'm rushing. I feel like headbanging. LOL I think I'll go, now.