personal disaster
blAHHAHsahha. LJLJLJljljljjjjjjjjj. right now everything seems to be so slow. this saturday is my birthday...oh well. my body aches and my mind is full. im so sick of school but not when i have taryn to talk to, i love you and your beautiful dont ever think differently.i just want to go home and dance in my underwear. and i like being alone because thats all the time.monday was ryans funeral, and seeing him rest in that casscett was probably the worst. i find myself crying over nothing at all and when there is a reason its just something so fucking stupid. last night i was thinking of you. and the way you smile. your humor that matches mine and how beautiful you are with out even trying. alexia your not ugly i love you.
this weekend im going to spend it with you because that will be a very special birthday. and this weekend i wont be so annoying.