Dec 29, 2004 01:47
ok so jaimie was looking at the guys from Ambercrombie. so i wanted to look at the girls.. then we went to rate a buddy, and she made me rate all the girls.. and i'll admit i wasnt totally honest with all the answers. the two deserved a 10 and a few deserved alittle higher. my taste is girls, is REALLY weird. like i dont have a specific "kind" that i like... the majority ive learned tonight falls under the blondes.
but i really dont like saying.. HEY! that girl is hott! when im with my girlfreind.. makes me feel like im not paying attention to her.. i dont like it! dont ever make me do that again!
and now she thinks i dont think shes pretty! wich is fucking ridiculous!! Jaimie is honestly soooooo GORGEOUS! like.. OH MY GOD GORGEOUS!%@$^%ahdqy%# and shes like.. eww. im gross. if she could only see her from me. then she would be like DAMNN! ..i hope this is mother natures doing.. and then she'll come to realize that SHE REALLY IS LIKE ..FUCKING GORGEOUS!
earlier mark was up at the mall to give jaimie a christmas preasent.. naturally this upsets me.. becuase i get very possesive. so i get mad, so then she gets mad at me becuase im mad at that... becuase i should KNOW that Jaimie would never go for mark.. and shes told me that countless times.. so i dont blame her for getting mad about that.. but what marks doing, i think would make any boyfriend mad.. so you cant blame me either. he bought her a ring.
i love her SOOO MUCH.! like right now, i feel like i could explode, with every heart beat that pushes my blood, she's moving through me, to every part of my body,im warmed. if you could see this love, you'd go blind. I see her, and i close me eyes to press her tight, shes' still there, i can see her with my mind.
but like really! i honestly dont know why shes thinks shes not pretty.. like seriously.. EVERYONE THINKS SHE IS!
i love you SOO MUCH. this is incredible. you have no IDEA how lucky i am to be with you.. youre not my girlfreind just to be my girlfreind.. youre my girlfreind becuase youre the one that makes me smile. the one who makes me laugh, twitch! makes me live...Lets me love.
i want to be with you
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Yours* forever.
love, me