May 30, 2006 15:23
I think I'm happy right now. I've made a couple friends since in Portland, and I've been going out every day, talking to people and walking the streets. I couldn't see myself anywhere else right now. I can't be in Orono, it's summer, and I know that I will never live at my mom's house ever again.
I think I'll be okay living here alone. I'm trying to get used to the idea by finding things to do all the time, cause I know that in four days, I won't have a roommate to hang out with or talk to. So I haven't even really been in the dorms.
I'm washing my hands of everything.
Maybe I need to focus more on myself.