Dec 23, 2005 01:21
I'm like a little kid sitting on the chair in the doctor's office waiting to get a shot. Tears rolling down my cheeks, screaming. Then the shot comes, and I stop crying cause I worked myself up so much, that the waiting was worse than the actual thing. Not so painful after all.
I'm in some kind of alternate universe. I feel at HOME. Amazingly enough. Where is my home? Maybe it is in Augusta. I spent the whole summer here last summer. And now I feel comfortable here. I have a couple friends here to hang out with. I have traditions here. Places I go every time I'm here. Maybe lame to people NOT living in Augusta, or people who have the privelige of owning a car, but for me, I'm happy. I'm content hanging out with a few close friends and going to Dunkin Donuts, Dominos, or if we have the privelige of being with someone else with a car, Wal-Mart! I guess I understand why people like being HOME.
So I hang out with Steph, Josh, and Rob at Josh's house. I've been hanging out with these people since this past summer. But I still feel so comfortable coming back here. Maybe I'm not so jealous of kids who have grown up in the same place all their lives. Highly overrated, I say.