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so i realized why i missed competitive sports so much. aside from the fact that ive been involved with competitive sports for my entire life (that i remember) i realized that sports do something special to you. Its not even the self satisfaction of playing, its not about that. Sports are about digging deep, looking deep inside yourself in order to pull out that last bit of energy to keep going. To use that last drop and keep going off of it. You could have nothing left but somehow, someway, sports bring out the best in us and allow us to thrive. We thrive but not because WE want to, its because we know that people believe in us, we know that there are people counting on us (even in sports that are more individual like swimming and wrestling) and that keeps us going for that extra step, the extra umph that we need....
thats what i miss about sports... the comradere, the sportsmanship, the competitiveness. but most of all its the fact that subconsciously i know that deep within me i have the power to do ANYTHING... and recently i feel like ive lost it. and THAT my friends i believe is where i want to change...
thats what i miss about sports... the comradere, the sportsmanship, the competitiveness. but most of all its the fact that subconsciously i know that deep within me i have the power to do ANYTHING... and recently i feel like ive lost it. and THAT my friends i believe is where i want to change...